Day dreaming

I was travelling on the train today from city hall towards woodlands,

Where I'm supposed to alight for tuition.

Then guess what? When the train stopped at Woodlands,

I just see people getting off, and I just sat on the seat thinking about woodlands.

It was only when the train left woodlands did I realise that I was already heading to Marsiling.

Then I alighted at Marsiling, took the opposite direction back to woodlands.

Yes, I was thinking about 'that somebody'.

Oh dear, what's happening to me?

这就是爱的魔力吗？

New shoes!!

I'm gonna get new shoes tomorrow, but it also means costing me a bomb.

But new shoes, here I come!!!

I think...

I think I'm somehow in love, or maybe it's just an infatuation.

Argh! The feeling's back again. Yikes!

It's a love/hate feeling, so yeah.

Where's my 'that somebody'?

Would that somebody offer his embrace to let me rest and feel loved in it till I'm ready for challenges again?

First day of school again~

If you are wondering why I've got so many first days,

That's because I study on a modular basis.

So I get 2-3 week breaks to make us feel like it's the holidays,

Then we get back to school.

So my next break would be as long as from August to September,

While the rest are studying eh?

I'm doing a researching & writing class,

It is interesting, but the lecturer laughs at her own jokes,

And I have no idea why is it funny.

Maybe I need to brush up my humour level a lil' bit.

Or maybe, I'm at the trough of my emotions now,

So sense of humour a lil' cranky.

Tonight's installation night too - will officially be Vice President Education.

Blah blah blah... I'm still not feeling good.

Lost!

Sometimes when we get to crossroads of our lives,

We tend to feel lost.

I'm at a loss, wondering which way to go.

I'm not referring to my academic crossroads for I've made my decision,

But my emotions. They have been haywire since 2 days back.

This was brought about when I verbalized something that I've suppressed for a long time.

I thought it might make me feel better, but I think for now, it feels worse.

It is constantly on my mind,

Although advice says don't get trapped by these unhappy things,

Let it go and look forward to the future instead.

Yes yes, easy to say, hard to put in practice.

Thank you (you know who you are) for your advice,

But it really takes time to pull myself back together,

To be tip-top condition again.

Doing it for my first time

Hello?! Please think straight! I did not have sex.

Following what I learnt to express thanks to people,

I expressed my gratitude to a person who made a difference in my life.

It is not easy to say thank you to people.

And I'm not referring to things like saying thank you to someone to lent you a pen or something.

It's something more major, a gesture that could put you in tears.

I must say it took me a lot of courage to do so.

It makes me feel all jittery and wondering what would be the response of the other person.

I shall tell you what happened, or put up the whole thing I wrote when I have the courage.

Missing

If there's one thing missing in my life,

If there's one thing I need in my life,

If there's someone who can be there,

It's the fatherly figure that I long to have.

Retreat retreat!

Woo hoo~~

Tomorrow's my exco retreat at Pan Pacific Hotel,

Now I'm looking forward to some fun...

And a good night's sleep there too.

Are you jealous?

Caught a movie, caught...

I watched Fantastic 4 & the rise of the silver surfer few days back,

On a rating from 1 to 5, (1 being worst and 5 being best),

The show was a 4*.

It's really nice, probably one of the bests I've watched this year.

So catch it if you can!

I hope to be invisible~~ haha.