Sunday, November 29, 2009

The Desire

Have you wanted something so much that you just think about it every night and day? Well, I'm now at that stage. I really really want it so badly, I just hope that it comes right now. Can't wait for an answer. Can't wait to get it. Can't wait to start.

Just give me a positive answer, purrr-lease! I want it, I need it, I really do. Just this close. So near, yet so far. Come on, time for a positive answer!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Desire to Leave

One by one, people leave. They stay for months and then they go. Nothing much to learn, nothing much to enjoy working about, nothing to keep me there. I have utmost desire to leave.

Just let me leave in a week's time?

Friday, November 20, 2009

I Return to Blogging (for now).

Guess what? From a research assistant under the casual employment scheme, I've went on to multi-worker to become a secretary and a copywriter! For the government! But my salary doesn't increase. I asked mister boss if I could get some money from the bid the company tendered (that is a 7 digit sum). No conclusion. But hey, after copy-writing, the copyright does not belong to me! That is one major reason why I have no whatsoever energy to do it with as much enthusiasm as I am supposed to have.

Ok, this job is bringing in some income, and mister boss can sometimes be nice to let us off 30 minutes to 1 hour earlier. I shan't complain, but I need to whine. Please please please some calls purrrrr-lease.

I am now a slave of the 830-to-6 culture. I need something less desk-bound and something to let off my creative juices. There IS copywriting around here, but it must always be creative within the gah-men limits. How creative can it get? I am not VERY creative, but this is way too-uncreative. I want this no more.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

The routine weeks...

I have converted to working full time at the place I'm slogging at, at a relaxing rate. And so, the usual goes - 8.30am to 6pm, get home, have dinner, hang around the internet for a while before heading to bed every night before 11pm. Yes, I'm leading a healthy lifestyle in terms of sleeping times but it's pretty lifeless. But I guess that's what happens after you finish school.

But this job is gonna be temporary, I'm leaving once I find myself in a real full-time job. Thus, the mass sending out of my CV and recent photograph has begun. Now it's just pure waiting. But at least there's pretty good income coming in while I'm on a job hunt.

Realize that it's a JOB hunt and not exactly a CAREER hunt. I have no idea what I see myself in say 5 or 10 years' time. More updates when the interview calls.