Closure.

That's it. Friday was my last day following the resignation of my ceo, also my direct reporting officer. Looking back, I've learnt tons, managed terrible clients, chased deadlines like nobody's business and worked hard. It's a pity to see what's left behind. Or rather, I don't have eyes to see.

Moving on, moving on, new environment, new culture. Hopefully I get to live my new year resolution - not to work so hard since the start of this year saw never-ending work and deadlines. Busier than ever before. Let's take it that the best does the most work. No shame, but I am confident that I have done well.

Let's see what happens on Monday.

A fresh start, a new beginning.

Changes.

It is the only constant isn't it? Well, there have been major changes at work. Some of us are moving on.

Opportunities have come up for me to progress and here comes exposure to a new culture and environment. 

My colleague's right. Let's not look back at the past, but forward to the future.

Work Woes.

Work can be irritating sometimes. The nagging issues that creep up into your mind on weekends. Roar.

And all thanks to corruption in our very fine see-vil service - the gaaa-men clients are getting more troublesome than ever. 

At the end of the day, just gotta tell myself that it's just work. Snap out of it and move on.

Merry merry Christmas everyone!

Same Old Nagging Matter.

The same thing upsets me over and over and over, not the first or second time. When can we see an end to this? Maybe adding one more ball to your juggling act is too much for your hands.

Sighs.

More Thoughts.

Can't help but sigh. What to do?

Sigh.

Setting expectations right is imperative for it to work out. You really need to set some time aside and sit down with me to get this out right. We shouldn't let this happen again. I'm afraid while I can let it go this time and probably the next few, I don't know how long more I can put up with it. 

Maybe you are not ready, as much as you want it to happen. It just so happens that, and it goes the same for everyone else, this requires certain sacrifices from current commitments to commit to something new. Maybe you should think about whether you are truly ready to give up certain things for this.

No excuses. I can't be telling you what to do all the time. Time to work out the brain juice and think logically what next to do. It's not rocket science, it's really common sense most of the time. If you can't take out time to do this, maybe you are not ready. Then it's time to rethink.

Communication is essential for anything to work. 

I feel so ambivalent now. Sometimes I wonder if I have to put up with whatever's happening. Not happy, definitely not.

Thoughts.

It's amazing upon discovering and coming to realization how I can give something/someone up easily if I really want to. Can't meet the expectations? Someone else probably can or will. Or do I even need that someone else?

Read in the papers today about women cheating in today's society. Sure men and marriage are not something that women need in their lives today, especially if it's becoming a painful experience altogether. I suppose that explains the divorce rates nowadays. We are capable of being financially independent and we know how to fill emotional voids.

Just some thoughts to pass the Sunday afternoon before a date. Oh well.

The Tinge of Fear.

This is coming with a tinge of fear. Fear that letting yourself deep and hard into it will make you also fall out hard.

The Start of Something New?

A new chapter began, a week ago. It's nice.

Let's give it a shot and see what it leads to.