ARGH!

I can't believe I was roused and jolted up from my sleep every hour,

Scrambling to my hand phone to expect a reply.

Then drifting off to sleep again with knots and butterflies.

As the swim bud puts it,

I'm riding a roller coaster ride way faster than what I expected it to be.

And yes, we need to talk.
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What ever happened to the Esther before this?

The always cool & calm person who knows what to do next instead of getting vexed over issues?

You might have the answer to it.