Day dreaming

I was travelling on the train today from city hall towards woodlands,

Where I'm supposed to alight for tuition.

Then guess what? When the train stopped at Woodlands,

I just see people getting off, and I just sat on the seat thinking about woodlands.

It was only when the train left woodlands did I realise that I was already heading to Marsiling.

Then I alighted at Marsiling, took the opposite direction back to woodlands.

Yes, I was thinking about 'that somebody'.

Oh dear, what's happening to me?

这就是爱的魔力吗？

New shoes!!

I'm gonna get new shoes tomorrow, but it also means costing me a bomb.

But new shoes, here I come!!!

I think...

I think I'm somehow in love, or maybe it's just an infatuation.

Argh! The feeling's back again. Yikes!

It's a love/hate feeling, so yeah.

Where's my 'that somebody'?

Would that somebody offer his embrace to let me rest and feel loved in it till I'm ready for challenges again?

First day of school again~

If you are wondering why I've got so many first days,

That's because I study on a modular basis.

So I get 2-3 week breaks to make us feel like it's the holidays,

Then we get back to school.

So my next break would be as long as from August to September,

While the rest are studying eh?

I'm doing a researching & writing class,

It is interesting, but the lecturer laughs at her own jokes,

And I have no idea why is it funny.

Maybe I need to brush up my humour level a lil' bit.

Or maybe, I'm at the trough of my emotions now,

So sense of humour a lil' cranky.

Tonight's installation night too - will officially be Vice President Education.

Blah blah blah... I'm still not feeling good.

Lost!

Sometimes when we get to crossroads of our lives,

We tend to feel lost.

I'm at a loss, wondering which way to go.

I'm not referring to my academic crossroads for I've made my decision,

But my emotions. They have been haywire since 2 days back.

This was brought about when I verbalized something that I've suppressed for a long time.

I thought it might make me feel better, but I think for now, it feels worse.

It is constantly on my mind,

Although advice says don't get trapped by these unhappy things,

Let it go and look forward to the future instead.

Yes yes, easy to say, hard to put in practice.

Thank you (you know who you are) for your advice,

But it really takes time to pull myself back together,

To be tip-top condition again.

Doing it for my first time

Hello?! Please think straight! I did not have sex.

Following what I learnt to express thanks to people,

I expressed my gratitude to a person who made a difference in my life.

It is not easy to say thank you to people.

And I'm not referring to things like saying thank you to someone to lent you a pen or something.

It's something more major, a gesture that could put you in tears.

I must say it took me a lot of courage to do so.

It makes me feel all jittery and wondering what would be the response of the other person.

I shall tell you what happened, or put up the whole thing I wrote when I have the courage.

Missing

If there's one thing missing in my life,

If there's one thing I need in my life,

If there's someone who can be there,

It's the fatherly figure that I long to have.

Retreat retreat!

Woo hoo~~

Tomorrow's my exco retreat at Pan Pacific Hotel,

Now I'm looking forward to some fun...

And a good night's sleep there too.

Are you jealous?

Caught a movie, caught...

I watched Fantastic 4 & the rise of the silver surfer few days back,

On a rating from 1 to 5, (1 being worst and 5 being best),

The show was a 4*.

It's really nice, probably one of the bests I've watched this year.

So catch it if you can!

I hope to be invisible~~ haha.

Long awaited pictures dedicated to Serene Chan

Serene and RP are my besties since secondary school.

But Serene is now in Australia pursuing her studies,

Leaving me and RP in Singapore.

What to do? Both RP and I go out together. 相依为命。。。

This was the pictures taken with RP when we went to Orchard.

We were tired and thirsty, so a rest-stop at Mos Burger starting our shots.



This is RP. (Rui Ping is her name, lah.)

I was showing off my newly bought ring on the left. It's the shape of a crown.

And Serene, RP and I each have this handphone sock.

We decided to get you one too.

Guess which is yours, RP's or mine.

Irritating Inconsiderate Idiots

You know those people who cuts your queue in the bus interchange,

After you have been queuing for 10 minutes,

And conveniently, he just goes up the bus before you.

I blasted one stupid guy in red just 2 days ago.

I asked him to : 排队啦! (Queue up leh)

Before saying "Inconsiderate" into his ears.

Guess what happened?

After we boarded the bus, he turned around,

For a moment I thought he was going to stare at me.

But haha, he didn't dare to look into my eyes,

Froze in his steps, stood to the side to let me pass first.

Haha, I think I should do this more often.

I have been to nice in the past.

Anyway, these people who go scot free should have their queues cut,

FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES!

The usual

Life's been pretty much the same,

School, tuition, toastmasters.

But recently I heard about a friend,

My bestie in secondary school,

Is now happily married.

I give her my blessings.

Toastmasters, I've been elected as the Vice-President Education,

And next term I would be up for president,

Which I feel not ready for yet.

Tuition has been pretty smooth sailing after I was sacked by one parent.

It takes off some burden to allow me to concentrate better.

Somehow, the school is screwing up a lot these days,

Noob coordinator doesn't help much,

And exams clashing with tutorials again.

Can you open your eyes and stop collecting stamps?

It's getting on my nerves.

A Conversation

Mum: 我死后只要人念经，楼下摆三天就好了。你们选最 cheap 的 package 可以了.

Me: *Gives look*

Mum: It's ok, 要孝顺就现在孝顺, 不要等我死后才做给别人看.

Me: Okay...

Mum: 我会和 kor kor 去看位. (the ones you put at the columbarium)

Those were the exact words, also verbatim.

My mum's open minded, it's just good to plan in advance.

We don't 'pan tang' anyway.

Meaning we are not superstitious.

Life's simple pleasures

It doesn't take a lot to have the simplest pleasures in life,

A good chat over a meal and a drink,

Some popcorn & cotton candy,

And sitting around Esplanade.

I enjoyed my day today.

生活中简单的快乐。