Lost!

Sometimes when we get to crossroads of our lives,

We tend to feel lost.

I'm at a loss, wondering which way to go.

I'm not referring to my academic crossroads for I've made my decision,

But my emotions. They have been haywire since 2 days back.

This was brought about when I verbalized something that I've suppressed for a long time.

I thought it might make me feel better, but I think for now, it feels worse.

It is constantly on my mind,

Although advice says don't get trapped by these unhappy things,

Let it go and look forward to the future instead.

Yes yes, easy to say, hard to put in practice.

Thank you (you know who you are) for your advice,

But it really takes time to pull myself back together,

To be tip-top condition again.