Too held up about $$$

This is my financial status:

- Pay school fees on my own

- Earn own allowance

- Except for dinner, all other expenses (excluding necessities) are to be borne by me

- I'm only tutoring to keep up with my expenses every month

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Sometimes, I think I'm so held up by such things that I miss out other things.

Like going out with friends, getting to know my classmates better.

But seriously, if I don't tutor, which I am tutoring 7 days a week,

Then who to pay my school fees and what do I survive on?

Thus, it is not me that don't want to spend the day out,

Enjoying myself and stuff, but finances don't allow,

Especially when a loan repayment awaits me.

However, splurging once in a while is still affordable... :)