How Do You Know?

How do you know if you are doing okay or not?

Or if you are doing a good job when nothing is really said about it.

How do you know if the job is the right one for you?

How do you know if that is really your passion?

So far, I haven't really reached the stage of totally immersing in something that I really enjoy - say for example the days of playing the saxophone in the band. Very much different things I know. But the satisfaction from playing music... was something really dear to me. But for sure, pursuing a career in music now is a little too late, and it isn't something I intended to do.

Cross roads are tough. Making a decision and seeing if it works is tougher. I'm feeling so ambivalent.